Ovarian Failure, failure as a woman.
Menopause at the age of 29 years old.
The time when I could have outworked any man.
Suddenly, I was home, feeling ill and odd in my body.
No yoga, no desire, just running hot and cold.
Now at 38, Long-Covid and disability.
Struggling to stay afloat,
Leaning into the disability community
Seeing joy and pain.
I am still tired and forcing myself to maintain,
being a disabled nurse.
Clocking in to work,
keeping people alive from nine to five.
Barely holding up my fork
Still, I strive to keep my drive to care for you.





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